Zamboo

So maybe I can't go to Zamboanga.

I knew from the first time that he asked me to do it. And it's been a MONTH since he did.

Aaron.

Why can't I tell him straight that I can't go? Oh well maybe I am just scared to disappoint him... or lose him. Or believe him.

He's just too good to be true.

He's just so not believable.

And apparently, I have created a person that is believable to him. How can he say that he loves me when he don't even know my middle name or my whole being. The person that he loves (if he really does love me) is the person that I have created. Somebody who doesn't really exist. Just one of my personas.



I want to go to Zamboanga.